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For a allormantic person like me, falling in love with someone or something was always easy. And adding up that I do have a good and all, normal life, I didn't really expect something huge from 'love' other than 'someone who loves me'.  But now as I say, 'love', it even somehow means 'him'. That is how much he has turned the meaning for me.  It has been ONE YEAR since 'him and I' really meant 'us', but I would be lying if I said that it felt like it. It felt like years yet days. It felt like seasons yet as if it was just 24 hours - sun kissed day and midnight rain. It felt as if it was all of the emotions, made into a sentence and somehow it would just be us saying 'I love yous' to each other. How does one even love for 'live and love' to become the main goal among the thousand more things that they believed were more important than living itself? How does one love in the way that it feels light knowing that someone w...