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Love can be a little overwhelming. Especially when you have not asked for it. Not to your male best friend, at least. Ruining a 4 year friendship for just a chance to hold them in your arms, must feel deafening to the level death. But I can't help but think about how he would hold me. It is shameful. More than I would like to admit. But it feels heavenly to be in between the mist of emotions. Even though, that feeling is only when he looks at me with those eyes who just look at me, find me, love me, and want to be there just for me. For, once coming to the ledge of love but getting pulled back to the 'Ain't I your best friend?'. It is frustrating. 'One step forward, three steps back' is just a great Olivia Rodrigo song. But isn't love just meant to be complicated. Him dancing in between the lines of liking me and being just friends with me, while I stand in the corner. Which is most probably marked as 'love'. Chaos is inevitable. But for now, my ...