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It has been 4 months since we have been dating. FOUR FUCKING MONTHS!!! Well, debatably and sensibly so, 4 months is a small amount. But with him I would celebrate every second, let alone months. I would not know how to say 'I love you' without flustering but I hope my eyes show, I would not know how to express my emotions into words but I hope he sees the slight red tint on my cheeks by his words, I would not know how to flirt but I hope my poems and jumbled paragraphs seem fluttery enough. Actually, I do not and would not know many things, but I hope I can learn every thing with him by my side. Honestly, me being the delusional one, I have had thoughts of having him as my boyfriend. But the reality surpasses my delusions. Like, who would have thought that a guy who roasted me for fun, will be rethinking if even a minute thing feels like it would hurt me. Who would have thought the guy who said that love is dumb and stuff, would be so eager for a virtual kiss or a sim...